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Where the F#%@ is Rustlers Valley?

Chapter Two

The Rustlers Valley En Trance

Rustlers Valley was an infamous South African community that sprang up in 1992 with the Annual “Rustlers Valley Mountain Music Festival” later to become the “Rustlers Easter Festival”, which drew thousands of people by the year 1998. The festivals were created by following the trend of the Glastenbury festival each year. “Where the f#@* is Rustlers Valley”, was the first advertising campaign and it worked really well. Many people came. It was a time of absolute anarchy, “mystical anarchy”, a time when many people felt as I did and were questioning the world we live in. It was an expansive time in my life. I connected with many teachers from emerging shamanic cultures. Those who follow traditional and cultural teachings and those who were awakening to the concept of the inner Shaman learning thru experience. I was enthralled by the valley, from my Kombi camper in the campsite on the slopes of the mountain overlooking the spectacular valley, I had a view of Heaven. I was broke, but I had a front garden that money could not buy. Those first few months at Rustlers changed me. Everything that I thought was true was shown to not be and I learned so many things from so many different people about a different way of living. I met a lot of people, who like me had just totally lost faith in the system and wished for change. So I stayed.

The “Sangomas Eye” at Rustlers Valley


Rustlers Valley was the center for an organic shamanic community that stretched throughout South Africa and had links to the rest of the world, especially through the UK, Brasil, and the USA. It was a hub, a starting point for many alternative cultures to gather and share their medicine. Suddenly in a very conservative South Africa, people were appearing that were not very visible before. It was a bit like a smaller version of Woodstock, in that it drew many different people together who were always there, however due to our conservative view in South Africa, never very visible to the public. This was a “Free Zone” and it was advertised that anything goes and the police were only welcome if they attended as paying participants. It was an experimental zone for anyone who wanted to explore alternate realities. It also had the reputation of being a “Sacred Place” where local Sangomas and Traditional Healers came on pilgrimages to communicate with the Ancestors.

1998 Easter Festival At the Rustlers World Stage

Arriving at Rustlers valley and the start of living in a tipi.


I arrived at Rustlers valley in the Maluti Mountain Foothills on Dec 4th, 1994. I remember the day clearly. I had slept the previous night in my car, in a town called Harrismith and was coming into the valley in the early morning, driving along the deserted dirt road over the pass I could see the features of a unique mountain. I remember thinking it looks like a dragon. The community I was aiming for, lived on the far slope of that strange mountain. The morning was crisp and cold. The sun was glowing over the sandstone mountain peaks and the whole image was spectacular. I remember thinking that this was like entering another universe. The light was surreal and the whips of mist were catching the rays of the rising sun and sending out rainbows of sparkle and colors over the dew-laden mountains. I was traveling in a white VW combi van, which I had rebuilt myself and kitted out as a travel van with a bed, a fridge, and a gas stove. I even had an armchair with which to sit and ponder the many beautiful landscapes, which I had intended to park the van in front of. With me, was my dog, a beautiful, well-trained, tricolor, border-collie who I called “Aquila”, and a parrot called Cupid, which my sister had asked me to take care of as it had taken to attacking her. Everything I owned was in the car.

The campsite I arrived at

As I rounded the corner toward the Rustlers gates, my vision of a new world suddenly burst, because four South Africa Policemen, in full combat gear, wearing bulletproof vests stepped in front of my car and told me to get out. I had a sticker on the side that said “Hemp will save the planet” and they were pointing at it and jeering at the seeming ridiculous statement that it presented to them. They poked around in my car, hassled me a bit, but were more interested in the talking parrot than trying to bust me. They could see I was not a drug runner. Apparently, unbeknown to me at the time, that’s what they believed; that these people at Rustlers valley were running drugs. Anyway, they let me continue and I arrived where I would live for the next 25 years.

This was my view from the Rustlers campsite

To be able to stay, I had to negotiate with the owner of the farm and we came to an agreement. I would be the fire keeper and had to make sure there were always fires burning at the festivals and gatherings that happened there frequently. I attended the Free Xmas festival and loved the vibes here so much that I did what I could to stay on. I helped in the bar and made fires. Lots of fires. After a while, I became known as the fire keeper. The community was made up of various people from South Africa and abroad. Everyone was here because they wanted to change. They were all unhappy with the world as it was and wanted a new way. They were all searchers. The motto was that “change was the only constant”. I proposed to the farm owner that I would like to recreate a Native American Tipi village. I would source the tipis, the poles, and network the dwellers, thus adding to the vibe of the festivals. He accepted and I was invited to stay on the farm to work on the Tipi Project. Over the next 15 years, I would set up tipis wherever we went. Splashy fen festival, Shongweni Festival, Grahamstown festival, and of course three festivals a year at Rustlers Valley. Xmas, Easter, and Spring festivals.

My first Festival Tipi Village 1996

I did not have any money. I had lost everything in the fire in Cape Town, what I had in my van was all that I owned. I was a fashion photographer without a camera, studio, darkroom, or anything that could get me started again. So, I decided to let it go. I made a new contract with the universe. I was free from any debt or any bond of payment, I owned nothing, I didn’t even have a bank account. I chose to remain free. I chose not to participate. I knew it was a tough choice, how was I going to make money? How would I take care of a family if I should ever have one? It was a difficult time for me but I wanted out of what I had now perceived as a big lie. I had been lied to by too many and now I wanted truth and I realized that the only way I was going to find that, was to search for it myself. Now my tools were a Didgeridoo which I was learning to play and a Djembe drum which I had made myself.

West African Djembe performance with Afrika 2001

For the next six years, I lived in a Tipi in the mountains without a job or a bank account. To begin with, I built a thirteen-foot tipi out of cheap canvas off-cuts sewn together and moved into it. I had just read a book called “Bury my heart at wounded knee” and it had hit my consciousness like a sledgehammer. I had no idea about the atrocities of North America. I thought it was the land of the free, I had even been there and I loved it, I didn’t see any racial tension. I thought I, as a South African, that we were deemed by the world as racists and that Americans were as had been portrayed on my television since 1988 when it was first introduced to South Africa. I know that it was not all like that, but I had never had any interest in wasn’t paying attention and I also realized that a lot of what I had read and been brought up with, was censored information. I did not know about the Native American saga because it was not in any of our South African books, At least not in the mainstream, anything deemed racist was censored, so we just didn’t get access to any real history. I thought Columbus discovered America. Ha ha ha.

World Music Festival tipis, Benoni, 2001

So, I went ahead and put all my energy into creating as many tipis as I could. I built some myself. I got other people who were on the farm at the time to help and got still others to buy ready-made tipis from professional tipi makers and I would put them up at the festivals. By Dec 1996 I had built a tipi circle around a thirty-six-point medicine wheel made with huge standing stones. It was 30 meters in circumference, based on Sun-Bears “Dancing with the wheel”. The circle had tipis at the 60-meter circumference. It was beautiful, however, this particular festival turned out to be a bit of an organizational nightmare. There were 4500 people at the festival and a group of about 120 hells-angel bikers arrived and joined in the festival. It also rained for four days and by the fourth day the whole field was one big mush of mud and garbage, Anyway I am telling you this because it was in one of these tipis in the circle around the medicine wheel that I experience my first contact with Ayahuasca.

My Tipi on the mountain, 1999

To me, Rustlers Valley was a place where the veil between the worlds was extremely thin. It is a special place and holds spectacular beauty. The community which was seeded there in the nineties created a magnificent space for Shamanic work. Unfortunately, this is no longer true, the fire in 2007 closed that portal and the farm was sold soon after. It was clear to me, that it was the people who had created this sacred space and that all spaces are sacred, that working with the love of community was what created this space, without the community it was spectacular but no longer the Rustlers Valley we knew. The farm was sold. The new owners changed the name from “Rustlers Valley” to “Eagle Valley”. The Magic had ended. I left in 2014.

This video clip offers a view of the vibration of Rustlers Valley in 1996, We called it Mystical Anarchy……… It was a wonderful time in time…… Thank you to Garry McNutt for the footage.

Next – My introduction to Ayahuasca………

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Ayahuasca / My Story

My journey with Ayahuasca began in 1996, and subsequently, much of my path for the past twenty-five years has been influenced by my experiences in and around various styles of Ayahuasca ceremonies. I have never spoken publicly about my experiences but now find myself in a place with the time and the space to write. My son is in the Amazon as I write this, and I have many relative reflections coming to the surface of my memory about the path I have chosen to walk.

Huni Kuin symbol of Protection and awareness

But before we talk about Ayahuasca, I would like to give you more information to give you a better context of this story. I was initially prompted to write a story about how I came to work with Ayahuasca by friends in Costa Rica who showed interest in the stories I tell about my past and in doing so, have uncovered many memories of past events that make more sense now than they did when they were happening. It has been an interesting time of reflection during the current plandemic and I feel that it is important for me to reflect on the past twenty-five years and share what I have learned from my experiences with others who are searching for answers. Follows is the beginning of an ongoing story that I wish to present differently. I would like the story to have input from people who are in the story or feature in my photos of the story. This way, by having more than one perspective to the story, because a lot of them are profound, I will interact with the readers of my story and follow prompts to write about specific occasions which I have already written about and expand the story there.

The Rustlers Valley Campsite, South Africa 1998

This story begins at Rustlers Valley, as I turn thirty-one years old in the year 1992. I had been involved in ceremonial work for four or five years, before drinking Ayahuasca. It was those many ceremonies leading up to my introduction to Ayahuasca, that became years of exploration and discovery for me. I was experiencing a world of new ideas, solutions, and teachings, many of which I had never thought possible or even considered. I put myself thru many initiations and explored as many ways to access the spiritual realm as I could, from Vision quests, Sweat Lodges, Trance-drumming, Fasting-dances, Meditation, Trance-dance, biodanza, Sound-Journeys, San Pedro circles, and Mushroom journeys. I was influenced and taught by various Sangomas, Medicine women, Curanderos, Pajes, and Shaman from various traditional cultures and from teachers who have awakened the inner Shaman thru personal experience.

The San Pedro in full flower

Until 1992, I had been practicing as a professional photographer in Cape Town, South Africa. I was developing a new business, a photographic studio, darkrooms for printing high quality black & white prints and I was shooting regular editorials for local fashion magazines and model agencies. I loved the work and was good at it. In 1993 I was awarded six awards in the “Ilford Profoto” awards that year for my entries. Two silver and four bronze. However, it was a difficult business for me to maintain financially. I was barely paying the bills every month. Although I was a good photographer, I was never a very good businessman. I had a self-owned business with no capital and no insurance on my equipment. All my equipment had been paid for as I did not like to buy on credit. Then suddenly in August 1993, I had a fire that destroyed my darkrooms and photographic studio on the slopes of Table Mountain in Oraniazigt, Cape Town. It was devastating. Everything I had worked on was burned. All my files, all my photographs, and negatives from years of work. 

That was not all, 1993 became a hell year for me. Firstly, losing my photography studio to the fire, a few months later I wrote off my car in a freak accident in Cape Town, and to top it all I was bitten by a tick and got a serious case of tick bite fever. Society seemed to turn against me. Suddenly all my friends turned their backs, the businesses I had credit with stopped my credit. I couldn’t pay my rent, my cameras were destroyed and I was not feeling any support from any direction. I lost faith. I lost faith in everything I had been told. I became a rebel. I wanted to know things that I didn’t know about. The world that I had created and believed in had crumbled. I saw the Beast, I saw the machine I had been working for. It took me losing every material thing that I owned to be able to see the truth. But now I started to question everything and went into a state of spiritual emergency. I rebelled. I was angry! I had been lied to by so many people. Lies upon lies. That “sugar gives me energy”, that the government had my best interests at heart, that one should go to a doctor when they are sick, and that a slice of lightly buttered toast, with one fried egg and a rasher of bacon, was equal to a bowl of Kellogs Rice Crispies with milk. I realized that I had to question everything that I had been told. I had been molded by my naivety. I was one of the rats running on this treadmill of society and now that I could see …… I wanted to get off.

Sweat Lodge

It was at this time in Cape Town in 1993 that I experienced my first Sweat Lodge. I was in a state of remorse, moping over my recent losses. A guy who had become my friend told me that he was holding a Sweat Lodge and that I should come and join them. I had no idea what a Sweat Lodge was at that time, but I was interested to visit my friend on the slopes of Table mountain where he said he had built one. I packed my swimming trunks, a towel, and a dozen beers as I didn’t know any better. There were only five people at the fire and the Sweat Lodge itself was a crude construction of bamboo holding up some old blankets big enough for five or six people to sit around the hot stones. When I arrived my friend told me that I should save the beer for later and join them. It was not a very well built lodge and it was nothing like the lodges I experience today, however it opened my mind to a new reality and my life was significantly altered on that day. I was given the name ‘Niyan’ by the lodge-keeper whose name was Warrick. I kept that name for thirteen years. 

Rustlers Valley Mountain Music Festival

A few days after that first sweat lodge, I heard about a community that lived in the Maluti Mountain foothills near Lesotho in Central Southern Africa, who were beginning to hold “Festivals” and do a thing called “Permaculture”. This community was experimenting with off-the-grid living and alternative lifestyles among other things. I didn’t know much else about it but I was drawn there and decided to attend the first “Rustlers Valley, Xmas, Free Festival” in Dec 1994. I had met a guy named David at a drum circle in Cape Town and he said that he was living in this community and that I should visit sometime. Well, he didn’t think that I would follow thru and visit and was quite surprised at my sudden unannounced arrival, but we became close friends over the next few years, a kind of spiritual brotherhood. We continue to hold ceremonies together when our paths cross.

Niyan(Nixiwaka) and Davide 1999

Coming soon:

My Arrival in the Rustlers valley community and the subsequent developments…………………….

My introduction to Ayahuasca in South Africa and the path that began to unfold………..

Traveling to Brazil to learn more about the Ayahuasca culture and participating in the Feitio ceremonies, making medicine………

The unfoldment of the South African style of Ayahuasca ceremony and the integrations with local culture……….

And many more……

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